This is Why I'm Poor

My ex-girlfriend just caught me absentmindedly tossing a wadded up twenty dollar bill at a trash can. I did it twice, once because it looked like trash to me, and then I did it a second time because I missed the first time and didn't want to seem like I'm bad at basketball. What is wrong with me? This happened only a week after a conversation where my ex-girlfriend said we broke up because I couldn't take care of myself.